主题：【讨论】【助】放弃也是一种追求.得之我幸,失之我命 -- 夏亚

You really need to sort yourself out for this instance. Were I in your position I would stop seeing her with no excuses whatsoever. Anyways it wouldnt harm you but do not wear any sort of dream, such as she is coming back to you at the end of the day ect. She is gone. Finish.

I have to say that I had been trapped in the same scenario, with a girl, back to my early twenties. I was so depress and my stress almost killed me. She is from the Mordor (魔都) as well. I once thought she was my Goddess for whom I would never hesitate to die for. Her body made me crazy...

I was one hundred percent trapped. But she does not love me. She probablly loves someone else. I don't know. Or maybe I know cause I spent the entire following half year to recover from my pain after she dumped me, and was trying to figure out what the hell is wrong with me.

I was absolutely wrong. I woke up now and I realize that she is not Goddess but just a girl. She is very probably married, maybe she is having her first child. She is working in an office somewhere. She is drinking coffee somewhere. She is learning how to drive somewhere. She is reading under the sun in a park. She is shopping somewhere. She is cooking for her husband and child in her tidy kitchen somewhere. She is now just one of those hundreds of millions of girls people would smile at on the street but would miss out of mind in the next minute.

She does not belong to me. I wipe my tears and I walked ahead. I had no other choice. This is life. So 'dont worry be happy' because tommorrow is one hundred percent another day!