主题：我有点困惑：我们真的那么好？ -- 子玉

我跟亚非拉的各国来人打交道已经整整一年。可以说，我一直是本着尽力帮助各国人民的根本，为大家服务。培训当中我不断挖掘各国可以发展的主题，跟大家一起做功课。

细节就不便讲了。

我可以感觉出来他们的感想，他们认为中国是一个了不起的国家。很多人可以说是带着巨大的震撼感觉离开的。我对于他们回去后会怎么做，很难说，但是有些人回去后保持着联系。其中一位，写了这样的回信，我未经他的同意，披露一部分：

“It is amazing what China did for me - it shock the most fundamental aspects of my personal constitution; my perspection to everything. From aspects like; way of life, mentally, spiritually to basic elements that previously drove my life - why do I work? How do I want to be remembered? What is my contribution to tomorrow? I have spoken to afew people and tried to spread what I learnt and trust me the few I have spoken to can see the light.

I can not explain it but I see lessons to learn in everything, for instance I have adopted full time use of chop-sticks because they taught me patience as I eat, concentration and attention to detail. Honestly speaking I am hungry to learn more from China not only to improve my person but learn to effect a change in my country and help others. ... To some extent I fill lost back home like a new born in a new world.”

我反复看这些话。我觉得这是我的相同感受。就是问自己：not only to improve my person but learn to effect a change in my country and help others.

这是我为他们培训的时候始终作为根本主题的。

回过来想想我们自己，我们真的那么好吗？想到很多挖空心思去做生意的，我实在不知道他们是否有一颗善良的心？流着道德的血？

我怕，我所教的人会不会被误导？他们发现中国其实并不是那样的，会不会？

我不知道。反正我只会用毛主义的思想，为他们服务。我给他的回答：找一本毛的小红书，去读。Oh I am glad you experience the changes. I recommend further you may find a Mao's little red book to read. Particularly if you feel the motive to work for the people of your country. Mao's one motto: Serve the People.

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